i don't wanna be your clown again.
i don't wanna live this triangle.
no i don't wanna be your clown now,
cause i long to carry on.

wrong

I realize now that I was a jerk. I treated her unfairly during a hard time in her life.

the tables are now turned apon myself, I am in the same place she was; I don't like it at all.

Now as I sit here and reflect I can truthfully say that I am sorry, and that I hope she will forgive me.

Athos, Porthos, and Aramis my ass!

car

so my car finaly died on me at midnight ish a couple days ago. I was driving nikki home and my "check gauges" light came on, I pulled into the high school parking lot to check it out, when I got back in the car it wouldn't start.

after a couple attempts at poping the clutch it still wouldn't start so we decided that it was a lost cause and gave it up for the night.

the next morning when I came to tow it away I found that the sunroof had been sucked off the car. I could only find a few bits of glass and hardwear.

so now I am going to scrap my car. and robbie gave me his old thunderbirdand, so now I have to fix it up.

boredom

We have run out of things to do in this town.

Note

I woke up this morning to a note taped to the handle of the fridge".
Kris,

Please do the dishes and clean the stove don't forget to clean the counters and see if you can find some time to stack some wood for dad.

Have a good day off school!

P.S. take the trash and newspapers to the basement, and take care of the stuff on the couch.


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Life Expectancy Results

Life Expectancy: 84.14
Lower Quartile : 76.67
Median Lifetime: 86.92
Upper Quartile : 94.90

WTF I don't plan on living past 21...

http://diskworld.wharton.upenn.edu/mortality/perl/CalcForm.html